I think there was an old John Denver song that said "some days are diamonds, some days are stones"

Why does it seem like there's most days like stones?  I expect  some others may have found this to be true also. but that still doesn't explain why.  Maybe it's the weather, It's been really cold here in ND and I feel really sad alot more than I used to, and no I don't think medication is going to help. 

You want to do something really nice for someone you care about, but there just isn't enough money. Then you feel even worse when you hear about others doing wonderful things for people they care about. You kinda have to ask, why not me, why couldn't I do that?   It just doesn't seem quite right.

I suppose the coming darkness has contributed to this quite a bit, and one should be thankful for what they have. Still a little extra would certainly go a long ways to making things better.

More later

Lady Wyntier's Song